Time Truly Heals

 Unedited: Today I am sitting in bed and I felt compelled to write about this metaphor, at least I think it's a metaphor for times when we are going through something that is so painful and can easily feel like there's no way of getting through it. It may be one that has already been stated before, or one that you may have heard before but as I thought about it, I felt like this is exactly what hurt feels like sometimes. This is the process of what it feels like when we're going through it. My daughter recently broke her elbow. She had surgery and had a cast on for like three weeks. After the three weeks passed, we went to the doctors so they could remove the cast and the rods. So, they removed everything, and it left her with a sore on her arm that was going to take some time to heal. So as I was thinking, in the beginning, it hurts like hell. At that moment, you think about times you didn't have the sore and it makes you feel a little resentful and sad. When you touch it or move it, it hurts so bad. The sore is really all you have on your mind because it fucking hurts right! lol. But then as time goes on, when you touch it, it hurts a little, but not as much as it did in the beginning. You find yourself not thinking about it as much. The pain is going away. And then you get to that point where you you don't feel anything. You get back into the swing of things. Maybe not exactly how you were before, or maybe, but you're better now. You're a little more conscious about things now after that has happened so that it won't happen again. You didn't let it get the best of you, yet, you took something from what left you that scar and you take it with you. Not forgetting but not allowing it any power over you because the pain is gone and now you are in a place to do things differently to avoid this sane thing from happening. This is how I view us as we are getting out of these relationships. Especially ones that seems so hard to do so. We really don't want to, but we know we need to and in the beginning it hurts like hell. It's hard to even think that things get easier, that it won't hurt as bad. But think about that sore, that scratch, that wound. With time, it heals. With taking care of it, it heals. With taking care of you and learning to love yourself, you heal and you avoid things like that from happening. And I don't mean that you won't ever get hurt or nothing will ever happen but you won't get hurt the same way because taking time to take care of you, you are familiar with love and it's not a stranger when it comes and so you set that standard of the love you are so familiar with for everyone who wants to love you after you. Think of that sore, that scratch, that wound. Time truly heals. 

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